A message to all gals out there!!
If you ever love a guy, pls don allow urself to please him all the while..pls don make urself seen like a fool, waiting upon him, enduring whatever wrongs he did to u and just shrugged those hurtful things he did to u aside..don try to become another person, a person whom u think he'll prefer and lose ur ownself, ur character..

This is what i have understood in time..Deardear was the one who made me force myself to think of what have i been doing(as in relationship wise)in the past one year..

I've actually loved a guy who is so unworthy of me in loving..He's extremely ungentlemanly..doesn't say thank you, doesn't say sorry, doesn't send a gal home even after the gal goes all the way out alone to watch his concert in the dark late night..contacts me only when he needs someone to go to his piano concert..always late and never sorry..and the list goes on..

I've been playing a duet with him every thurs in a music sch, him on his piano and me on my violin..we played just for fun.. he has student at 6 pm onwards and we thus meet at 4.45pm to practice..

Today i was carrying my heavy violin to Siling pri followed by Edgefield pri so that i won't be late for our practices..
Yet when i was on my way to Edgefield pri..i received his msg..

"Hey shuning i cannot make it today. In fact, i pratice with my duet partner on thursdays
at his place at woodlands for the performance at Esplanade on 28 and 29 this month, so i
think i need to focus on that for a while. That ok? Also... You think you can come watch? Haha."

Haha my foot..just from this msg i noe that he's not going to practice with me anymore and he sounds like im wasting his precious time.. somemore he still ask me to go watch his performance!! Freako!!

I've actually stopped loving this guy. My weekly practices with him is just some sort of a routine..and Deardear make me realised that i should have break this routine..So im never ever going to go to the music sch on thurs to accompany with anymore!! Not even if he go on his knees on begs me( like what i've told Deardear) hahs..as if he would..