there's too much unjust in this world..i dono why im so controlled by my family..whereas my sis could be so carefree..
whenever i voice out this unjust.i'll just be reprimanded..and said i was too much..and they'll say they are very disappointed in me..
i hate this..
told her that i may snapped one day like a overstretched rubber band..and she went bonkers..
sometimes i feel that whatever i do is never enough..
i try my best to make her happy..i want to be a good daughter, yet she'll always snaps at me..
she used to keep on naggin..saying that no wonder the guy i like doesn't like me,cos they are frightened off by seeing how messy my stuff is..
at first its still alright..but later on she'll go on and talk abt how my stuff scares off the guys..making me demoralised..its as if she doesn't know how upset already i m to be rejected..she still rubs it in..
and for now..she keeps on saying i have change after having deardear..while for the past when im single she says i think im very li hai,now that im a violin teacher..