Today my violin teacher handed me a new score sheet:" er quan ying yue "..
A chinese piece..
supposedly written for the violin..
i went to youtube to listen to it.
it doesn't sound nice for the violin to play it,
it sounds like a 'wrong instrument' is used..
cos only the erhu could portray the sad mood of the piece given its sound quality..

Don't get me wrong, i don't like the erhu at all..
in fact i dislike the erhu most in the chinese orchestra..
feels the sound is very "old" and "creepy"..
but in that particular piece in sounded appropriate..

And my teacher told me how wonderful is that piece..
cos ppl actually 'kneel down' listening to it..
Lol..

Anw i was shocked to know that my dad know the piece when i told him my teacher taught me that..
He said it's a famous piece..
and even told me its written by a blind erhu player..
which is why it sounded so sad..
haha..


Anw..
scheduled to meet cousin jy, shichao and elijah for badminton in the late noon..
at 4.30pm..
but i nid go off at 5.30pm to go home to get changed to meet dear for movie..
and then elijah is late due to projects..
so i played with just cousin and chao..
and by the time he came, i left le..
its fun playing with them though.. :)

Eat pastamania at causeway pt..dear's favourite dining place!!
Quite sumptuous..
Ordered "mee pok" (it's actually called "dono wad" Aglio haha )
and a pizza..

watch 17 again after that..
nice~

we were sitting at the last row, nearest to the door..
halfway during the movie, there's 2 ppl coming in.
they were the ppl selling nuggets and drinks in the cinema,
coming in to 'deliver' their orders..
they seemed to get their orders mixed up or something..
kept talking in whispers to the ppl sitting in front of us abt their orders..
and since they were standing up, just right in front of us,
they blocked our view..
so i got quite pissed off..

somemore they stood there for a long time..
then when they looked like they were abt to go, they suddenly turned around again to the ppl in front to double confirm..
i really cannot stand it le..
so in a half-whisper, i said:" wa lao"..

When they were finally gone, dear said i was very fierce..
haha..
too bad..
i'm easily irritated and impatient..
characteristic of Aries?

Had a wonderful time with u today, dear..

C u again tmr!! :D

Went to play badminton with deardear ystd..
in the nite..

Its sooo fun!

haha..never imagine that dear played so well..
like elijah standard..

And i noe how to serve the 'ball' standard way le!
Yea..
though still not very good..
but i'm already satisfied..

Playing with dear was real exhausting..
cos i don get much chance to rest,
since there's just the 2 of us,
no taking turns to play..
hahas..

I was sweating bullets!!
its like im totally drenched in my own sweat..
haha..

Had a real fun time!! :D

i just realised who the anonymous 'Nauy' at my tagboard is..

Dear was the one who guessed it..

its none other than my lame cousin, jun yuan..
spelling 'yuan' the other way round..

cousin ar cousin..
don be so lame la..
haha..

i don have anything interesting to blog abt..
so i shall blog more abt myself..
hmm..
i'm a gal who gets easily jealous?
yea..
i used to get jealous when i saw deardear talking and laughing with other gals in sec sch..
he was my 'sms stead' then..
we were with each other cos we are both despo..
i was a real nerdo then..
i still am, (in some ways?) haha..

then his gal-frens will tell him they caught me glaring at them,
and he goes:'huh?!'

Those were the good old days..

we just occasionally sms each other, and nv talk to each other in class..
we were even afraid to let our classmates noe we were together then,
fearing that they'll think us as despo..

i was considerably the most nerdy gal in class with buck teeth,
golden framed specs, thick fringe, and a skinny figure..
i was happy to accept any guy as a bf,
so long as anyone asks..
and i think dear saw me as an easy 'target' for a gf..
which was why he asked me for stead..

which was why we fear ppl will see us as despo.

haha..but its all different this time..

deardear ask me out after my 'A's..
we agreed to meet cos we tot we had not met for a long time..
den instead of silence when we saw each other,
we found ourselves able to talk to each other freely..
for the entire day, instead of shopping!

we talked abt studies, future, and exes..
and i was pretty down tat time in my love life..
so i told dear abt my sad love life..
and abt how much i did for the guy as dear mention his ex..

he said he's touch by the things i could do for someone i really love, that he is looking for a gal like this..

and ltr..
dear ask me for stead..
even though he knows i might not accept it cos he can feel tat i still have feelings for another..
initially i wanted to wait to see if i still have fate with the guy..
but decided tat if i left my ans to be pending to dear,
it'll be torturous for him..
cos i've undergone how torturous it is to wait for an ans from someone u love..

so i decided to give it a try..

i've not regretted my choice, no matter wad..
even though we did have our huge arguments..

1 yr 1 mth plus le..
pretty long journey..

sarang heyo dear!

p.s. hope dear don mind me disclosing our story.. :P

Went to mac today at night to meet up with chao and cousin.

Haha..
cousin keep on laughing abt shichao's new 'tan line' at his forehead cos he wore swimming cap while swimming in the hot afternoon..
and our jokes keeps revolving round his 'tan line'..
and cousin was laughing hysterically till tears formed at his eyes..

chao randomly talked abt ppl go gym is to train their muscles..
and cousin lamely added that chao go swimming is to make his 'tan line' more obvious..
haha..

then we talk abt NS enlistment..
i told chao that he should actually be enlisted on 5 june de cos he's BP,
but the letter sent to him said 11 sep..
haha wad a day to be enlisted..
the letter nv said anything abt him needing to go for obese training, so cousin and i keep on persuading him to call and check..
we even told him kiddingly that later when he go in on 11 sept, the officer will punish him say he nv check with mindef and kena 3000 push ups..
to which cousin added that he'll get more punishment for his 'tan line'..
lol..

Im like super emo today already..

Deardear got the NS letter today.
He'll be enlisted on 5th June.
just a few days after 30th May, which his school attachment ends on ..

So SOON!!

i'll be very lonely then..
sad..

im already starting to feel nostalgic..
dear, im missing u already..

i'll try not to quarrel with my deardear for this period of time then..

(-_-)

i felt quite down recently..
like as though i lack of something happening in my life.

i dono why i felt that way.

i just felt frustrated.
in everything.
in my life.
i want total freedom.

but somehow or another,
i felt tied.

by work.
even though i don work for long hours,
or i should say,
i onli work abt 2 to 3 hrs a day,
for weekdays
in pri sch,
or teaching private students.

i hate this feeling.
but when i come to think abt it,
if i had total freedom,
i'll hate it too.
i'll have nothing to do.

i'll dono wad to do.
i'll think twice when i wan to go out,
like 'go where?'
'with who?'

my dear works every weekday,
of cos i can't expect to have his company

and i couldn't possibly go out with jun yuan and shi chao all the time,
cos jun yuan nid work,
and acc his gf too..

and i can't possibly go out with just shi chao,
cos i jus cant see that happening,
after finally knowing him.

i can't go out alone either too.
i felt too pathetic.

so u see why im waiting for nafa to start.

to hav e my own life,
my new bunch of frens of the same interest.

i've lead this life for more than a year.
i really nid this to stop.

but there's simply no way for it to stop.

Felt that my tagboarded is overloaded with tags all of a sudden..
haha..starts to feel that my blog getting more 'live'..

i felt very bored recently, dono why..

i cant wait for nafa to start..

then i'll be real busy and happy with things to occupy me..

Hmmm..

mum keep nagging me, asking me to choose between cristofori and appreciate,
cos she scared i could not cope with 2 schs when nafa starts..

but i don wan to choose..

cristofori is where my main source of income comes from..
and appreciate..
i just couldn't quit somehow or another..

my teacher is the boss of the sch..
and i noe that its hard for him to find replacement violin teachers to take over my students..
and somehow or another i just felt more attached to the sch..

sighs..

After reading the book cousin yuan gave me, "Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus", i agreed totally that women are like waves.

Their mood swings are extreme..from 'high tides' to 'low tides' and vice versa.
And a woman need to hit the 'low tide' before she can rise to the 'high tide' again.

And now i'm in 'low tide'.

*Grumble..

Another post!!


Haha..feel the urge of blogging today..

See dear..i update my blog once in a while, not like u, blog can rot liao..


Hmm..

today deardear come my house give me a surprise!!
at first he lie to me say he reach home from work le..
but then he called and tell me he's outside my house..



Me: u liar de..i noe u lie to me de..


Him: Really! *knock knock..



Wow..deardear actually come find me..*smiles
and he brought along a gift!!

A marshmellow cushion!!

I love marshmellow cushions.. ;)

Especially with disney princesses!!

yea..i noe im childish..

but i love disney princessess..

So pretty and colourful!!

Tks dear!! ^^

My "Better in time" is back again!!

Yea..still feel its nicer than the rainie yang de song...

But....
this time round i only make it play once..
so ppl..feel relieved ba?

haha..

alrights..

here is the lyrics of "Better in time"!! *loves..

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time

Shall blog abt my student's "miracle"!

Well, i had one adult student..she's usually late or absent for lesson..
Then she's taking exam..

Well, when she comes to my house to play together with my sis, (the pianist, since a piano accompaniment is required for the exam)..
she does play okay, but she'll like cross other strings at times,
since i guess she never practises..

so sometimes i get a bit irritated..

on the actual day, the exam day,
she actually arrived later than the reporting time,(which is 15 min before the exam, as i have to tune the violin for her) when i've already told her to be on time..

when i called her, she said:" i'm on my way..hmm anw where is it huh?"

I was damn shocked..
well the exam venue was choosen by her, near her home at the jurong entertainment centre there,
and yet she doesn't even bothered to check it out..
and us(my sis and i) living in yishun, are even clearer than her abt it..

so i was really pissed off..

finally she arrived..minutes later..

i tune the viollin hurriedly for her..
the examiner is waiting for her..

she left her bag and violin case outside, bringing with her only the violin into the examination room..
we walked into the room..

"O i forget to take the shoulder rest for the violin!" she said.

so she rushed outside to take..
i went into the room with my sis first, to tune the violin again(as a procedere).
my sis sat at the piano stool..waiting to play together with my student.

Examiner looks at us:'' U waiting for ur teacher to tune for u?" (referring to me)

I was puzzled.."I had finished tuning the violin".

Examiner:" U are the student?"

Me:" Nono, I am the teacher, the student's outside, taking something.."

The examiner laughs as she finally understoods..


My student then came in.

And then exclaimed:" O i forgot the book!"
Rushes out to take the book..

she comes back with the piano part.

I looked at her and whispered:" This is the piano part you noe?"

She glanced at me sheepishly:" Yea i noe, i forgot to bring the violin part."

in my heart i was panicking and cursing her.
i tried to turn to my sis, sittin at the piano, to lip-mouth her abt the situation.
But i was ushered out by the examiner, since i've already done my job of tuning..

although in the piano part there is the violin line as well, i noe for sure she'll play badly, simply cos she's not used to seeing the tiny violin line printed in the piano part.
Furthermore, the piano lines will definitely confused her.
And she couldn't memorised the pieces..

minutes later when my sis came out, leaving her still inside to be tested on other components,
she told me its a gone case.
they restarted the pieces, since my student stopped plaing halfway, unable to continue with the piece, as she's lost.
and there's a piece whereby she failed to come in while the piano plays the interlude..so my sis just keeps playing the interlude over and over again for 3 times until she comes in.

after hearing this, i decided to leave my student behind while we left first.
i just can't face such a cannot-be-bothered-adult-student when she comes out.


yet she has gotten a miraculous result: passed with merit.

she told me she scored full marks for her aural component that's why.

i dono whether to laugh or cry.

i just want to thank my sis for training her well in aural..
haha...
Muackz!!!

Jie loves you.

Alrights, shall blog abt my birthday, 18 april!!

hmm, actually my cousin yuan and shi chao has celebrated it with me on 16 april instead, leaving the actual day for deardear and me to celebrate together..

we went playing badminton in the cc in the morning, then went to safra (party world KTV)..first time go there, not bad, better than k box i think..

went to KFC at yishun later for dinner..

haha..spend the whole day in yishun..

so convenient..

can get home easily..





well..

on the first stroke of midnight on my birthday, deardear called me and said:" Deardear, can u come downstairs for awhile?"

Haha..straight away i can tell that he wants to give me a birthday surprise..
As i guessed, birthday cakes!!
Too bad u didn't managed to surprise me dear, ur acting skills too lousy le la.. :p
But all the more, tks for the trip down my house at such a late timing..
*loves...

anw..we planned to eat the cake downstairs de but we don have utensils..
or tissues..
so we left the cake to be consumed the next day. :)

as for my birthday pressie, dear gave me a watch!
Its a very cute one,
with the word "love story" especially written on it..
(since i'm now addicted to Talyor swift's "love story")

Tks dear for the effort! :D
Its the first time anyone ever gave me a birthday surprise..
so i really cherish this..

And tks to all my frens who sent me birthday wishes!
Actually i'm quite surprise that this yr i've received so much wishes from frens!!
tks!!
* i'll not list down the names le..haha..ur noe who ur are.. :p





on sat, 18 april, i still had to teach!!


At cristofori till 5.30pm,


and at appreciate from 6pm to 7.30pm...

so no choice, i cancel my appreciate class..


afterall..


its my birthday!! and there's only 2 students there..





went to woodlands to eat pizza hut!!
crispy thin pizza..
feels abit like eating crunchy biscuit..


Deardear's treat..


Tks dear...

*photo without pizza..
too hungry to take photo...yum..

thursday(4/16)
edited post with video.. (sorry i dono why there are 2 of the same videos)


Play badminton today with elijah(ex-colleague from pop), shi chao and cousin junyuan..

Quite fun larx..
haha..elijah made them run here and there,
first hitting the shuttlecock hard then gently over the net..
shi chao, who enjoys badminton immensely, was not his opponent at all,
he was soon extremely tired..

haha..lols..


okay, the laughter ur heard would be mostly mine..
lol..
cos shi chao(on the right) was always smacking very hard..
so now was elijah's( on the left) turn to attack him..
look at him, out of breath already after a few minutes..
the one in blue shirt skinny boy is my cousin junyuan..

anw tks elijah for teaching me how to kai qiu..haha..
he's a strict and determined coach huh?

deardear keep on dont believe that i noe how to play badminton,
keep on saying that confirm the shuttlecock will hit me instead of me hitting the shuttlecock..
i'll show him next time..
wahahahaha..

anw my cousin junyuan very funny de..
the day before, he msg, asking: "what happens when it rains? (since we playing badminton outdoors), and the badminton net how?"

felt his msg very lame, so i lame back:" we run for the nearest shelter, and leave the net in the rain."

haha..its after he saw my reply that he told me i misinterpret his qns le..
his 'badminton net how' is actually asking me if i told elijah to bring the net already ma..

lol..
who ask him not to phrase it properly..

so we were actually mentioning this again just now when playing badminton,
and was laughing out loudly, so much so that elijah was wondering what's so hilarious..

haha, elijah, so now u know..

I've got the habit to stop blogging for a few days, then when i finally started blogging, i'll blog a few posts at a time..

haha..

so here goes..

today marks the 1yr and 1mth of our relationship, dear!!

hehehe..we've decided not to buy each other monthly gifts le..
too cost consuming..
alrights, we shall just rmb it in our hearts then!!
*loves

some people don believe that love can be nurtured..
there was a time when i don think so too,
but when i decided to give things a try,
i finally understood..
that love could be nurtured..


recently, my sis has been undergoing the same sufferings i had been going through last year..
she fall for a guy, and the guy is giving her the hot and cold shoulder..
she's very confused..

so as her sis,
my only advice to her is:
'time heals all wounds',

to which her reply is:
'but the wounds will leave a scar!'

true, but though it leaves a scar, it won't hurt u anymore.
u will rmb it for always,
till the day u departed from the world,
but u would have learnt how to deal with it already..

if the guy really loves u, he would go all out to woo u,
so dont keep on pining for him..

My parents helped me to make payment and registration for nafa on monday!!

yea..so now im officially registered le..

tks mom and dad for ur help..cos im not free that day..

its always ur helping me with all these sorts of admin stuffs..

*appreciate it alot..

I hate my room in Cristofori!!

i dono why, there is always cockroach nymphs appearing, so creepy!!

somemore my room is the cleanest, i don eat in the room de..

so now whenever i go teach, i always stepped into my room carefully, making sure there isnt any nymphs..

psst..i've accidentally killed one nymph while it was crawling on my door..cos while it crawled to the top edge of the door, i quickly bang the door closed, hoping to get it outside my room, and who knows, its now squashed on the top edge of the door..

Gross..

hope none of my students knows abt this lest they freaked out..

deardear today bring me to watch 'shinjuku incident'.
he so bad.
nv check the content before bringing me watch.
i dont evn noe it is NC16 in the first place.
and i oso dono NC16 movie so gross..

Full of gore! so disgusting..
all bloody-reddy, gushy..
chopping of hands, cutting of skin, all the blood gushed out..

And some more it lasted for 2hrs!!

ok,
actually i shouldn't blame deardear,
should blame shi chao..
he damn sicko can..
tell me the movie is VERY NICE..
Junyuan cousin, u better dont go watch ar..

i spent most of the time lowering my head,
covering my eyes..
*head so suan now :(

shld be able to slp tonite ba?
hope i wont see the flashbacks of the movie ltr..
*shudder..

hi, long time never blog..for those who had seen my most recent entry(already deleted) i have already patched back with deardear..
well anw i had received the letter of acceptance from nafa! haha..yea..*happy happy..
i even dreamt last night that i was rejected when there was a second audition..
school starts 20 july..
now..i must buy a new bag and a netbook i've been dying to buy for school! (even though it's not necessary)