nothing much too blog..
that explains my disappearance this few days..

meet dear on last sat to watch transformers..
basically the graphic is nice..
but not the story plot..

then ystd went out with cousin, shichao and elijah..
had a fun time.. :)

felt that im starting to have nothing to chat with dear..
everyday when he called, i just ask him wad he did for the day,
and he ask me wad did i do..
wad we both ate for dinner..
then sort of have nothing else to say..

even when i meet him when he books out..
we dont have much to talk abt too..
and oso no place to go,
so we always ended up slacking at his place..
since my place is inconvenient..

is it supposed to be like that for all couples when the guy is in NS?

i used to keep asking if he missed me there that sort of stuffs,
but decided it gets boring over time..

there's nothing to think abt..
it'll all fall in place once i started sch..

elijah said he feels something is missing when he's not with his gf..

while for me..
maybe i felt something is missing even when im with my dear?
i dono..
things just felt a bit different..
i dono wad..

im not going to discuss all these with him..
i don wan anymore quarrels which isn't going to lead us nowhere..

yea yea yea!
i'm so happy..
edmund didi has successfully become a new violin teacher in appreciate!
he'll be taking over all my saturday and sunday students there, with effect from next week..
so this week is my last lesson with them..

still teaching on thurs though..
like i said,
i don wan to lose touch completely with appreciate..
so must at least teach on thurs..

seeing dear in a few hours time
..^^

don't really wanna blog today de..but i can't fall aslp now..
as usual, listening to music..
and think think think..
abt the past, abt everything..

dear booking out on saturday instead..
book in on mon..
he said he wants to ask his friends and me out to clark quay there at night to chill on sat..
but i working on sunday..
so i don think i'll want to go till so late..
hmm..i'll let dear go with his friends ba..

i think i've grown to be more selfish..
i keep thinking‭ of being with him every moment when he books out..
i never think of giving him time and space to be with his friends..
i keep planning my schedule such that i had the maximum amount‭ of time with him..

haix..
why do i always make ppl i love feel awkward..
i shall not change my students timings again..
i should give him more space..
so sorry dear..
must enjoy urself o!
:D

in my parents' room with my parents..
cos my sis's piano teacher come and teach her piano..in the living room..
edmund didi's interview changed to 6.30pm..
so i reschedule my student's make up lesson to 6.30pm too..

as for my replacement lesson at cristofori, i postponed it to next week..

felt much‭ much better le..
only sore throat..
no fever..

maybe playin badminton‭ with cousin and shi chao tmr..

this week passed fast..
today's already wed..
fri's coming!
can get‭ to see dear soon!
*cheers!

i'm sick!
having sore throat, muscle-ache and bone ache..
temperature 37.4°c..
no runny nose though..

so ppl, no need to run away from me..
got to teach private student tmr morning, then go appreciate for make up lesson plus accompany my didi for interview as violin teacher there..
all the best, didi!
then go cristofori at evening for make up..
cos most of my students all absent that time..

anw now i won't post the things deardear did in army le..
cos dear say maybe cannot post all these..
dear having cough..
must take care‭ o!
loves..

Alrights..

here comes the long awaited post...

my dear has booked in again ystd evening..

for the past few days,

i went to his hse to slack and eat..

yummy!

Booking out on friday..don't he look smart?

at pastamania..

my dear and i..at his hse..

he looks so tan and fit! aww..

I'm so Happy!
Finally can get to see dear tmr..
I can't wait!!

haha..
dear says he wans to eat pastamania for dinner..

anw i'll be going to pasir ris to wait for dear at 5pm..
he'll be taking ferry at 3.45pm..

dear said he never do anything these few days,
cos he told the medic that his leg pain,
so he only sat and watch his mates training..


today while teaching..
my 2nd student( i think is the younger sis) suddenly felt dizzy..
so i decided to stop the lesson and let her rest..
since there's like 10 min more for her lesson,
i told her i'll make it up for the next lesson..
hope she's feeling better.. :)

dear, see you tmr!
loves loves loves...

Practised for a long time today!
Yay!
cos i felt i deteriorated, esp ystd..
papa was complaining and nagging abt it..

so i decided to keep practising until i get back to the usual standard..
(by right want go tanning de..)
but think i should prioritise..
violin more important..

now back to standard le..

meeting cousin and shichao tmr for swimming in evening!
cousin is going to have his swimming lesson so we accompany him..
hehe..
actually is i wan go tanning at the pool..

alrights..
i shall be a good gal today and go do my theory hw.. :D

Went northpoint to eat mac value lunch today..
with cousin and shichao as usual..

den we went to causeway point to watch movie..
The Taking Of Pelham 123..
its a typical american action packed movie..
abt a crazy american holding ppl as hostages and the hero come and save the day..

this is the kind of show that shichao loves the most..
well..
at least its not gory..

well anw no updates from dear today..
since actually he called when i was practising violin at 8 plus..
so i told him i'll call him again at 9.30pm..

haix but i guessed he had fallen asleep..
anw today is our 15th month anniversary..

dear had already msged me a sweet 'happy anniversary' msg ystd nite..
happy anniversary too dear..

alrights..post till here..

Currently waiting for dear to call..
ystd i didn't blog,
so i shall blog today..

having a headache now though..
didn't have a happy time teaching today, dono why..
whereas ystd i was super happy the whole day,
esp since i got to go home early since my students went for holiday..

anw ystd dear while dear was chatting on the phone with me,
a bird flew into their room..(p.s. there are alot of birds there all the time)
bird flew to the ceiling and got hit by the fan..
and dropped onto one of dear's friend's bunk!

all yell in shock..
dear tot that the bird was dead already but fortunately its not..
then one of his bunk mates was very brave,
took the bird up,
helping it to fly away..
lol..

dear even said that someone from the previous batch told them that there's once when a bird flew in while they were sleeping..
and then, same thing, kena hit by the fan..
but it dropped dead on one of the bunks..
eww..
so gross right..

hope cousin vin enjoy this entry..

afternoon at mac

reached mac at around 11.54am..
then me and cousin rushed to order our food..
both of us were very shocked when we saw the ex prices of our meals..

cousin asked the cashier serving us:"erm excuse me, is it mac-value lunch yet?"
cashier:"no..6 more min.."

we quickly ask hered to cancel our orders and waited for mac-value lunch..
the cashier looked a bit pissed off as she told the kitchen staffs to hold our orders..

anw..got the charcoal glass!

i immediately opened up the wrapping of the glass to take a clear look..
wow its nice!!
nicer than wad the tv ad showed!
so after seeing the glass i decided to collect 4 of them instead..
(1 each for my family members!)

called sis to persuade her to eat mac even though she's full,
so i can order take away and get another glass.. :D
2 more to go..

mum said the glass looks ugly though,
esp while drinking plain water..
cos its black and so it looks like drinking 'poison'..
lol..


Went to IT fair later! (or rather, PC show..)
full of ppl..
but still can walk..

shichao bought a harddisk..
cousin was busily searching for an mp4..
halfway while looking for it..
we saw thumbdrives..
quite worth..
8GB for $26.90 (toshiba)..
so i bought it for my dad..

cousin bought a thumbdrive too..
@ $27 for 8 GB (sandisk)
he said the promoter said his was better..
nvm..
i like toshiba better..

then he found his 'ion' brand mp4..
and influence shichao to buy it with him..
quite worth too..
they both bought it @ 8 GB for $65..
it looks like those ipod kind..

after cousin bought it he was worried that there isn't USB cable inside,
cos the promoter gave them a cd and told them to use that to transfer songs..
plus the packaging of the mp4 nv specify that there is any cable inside..
lol..

i was teasing cousin especially, not to accidentally break the disc,
otherwise his $65 would fly away..

went to check out on the laptops as i wanted to buy one..
but in the end nv buy cos i still perfer netbooks..
yet the promotions for netbook wasn't very great..
so decided that maybe shall go elsewhere to buy next time..

then shichao and cousin went to eat 'hans' while i went home to eat since mom cooked..

anw learnt from cousin just now that there is a USB cable for his mp4..
congrats, cousin.. :D


dear really woke up early today for rifle training..
he said the rifle weighs abt 4kg..
the weight of the 'weights' cousin and shichao bought not long ago..
jiayou and train your weights before going to army!
one more week before i get to see my dear.. :(
missmiss..

i can't sleep!
lying on the bed for an hour plus le..
instead of sleeping, keep thinking abt things which i shouldn't be thinking..

i dono..why am born to think so much..
even‭ my palm is full‭ of lines..

i'm melancholic..
just like my mum..
she has passed her genes to me..
i'm a real pessimist..

i need u, dear..
to make it all right for me again..

Meeting cousin for mac value lunch tmr!!
haha..
following the 'collect the glasses' craze..
tmr we're going to collect the last colour, the charcoal colour glass! :D

was persuading my mum to eat mac value lunch tmr, so i could collect 2 charcoal glasses..
even dreamt of eating mac ystd..
lol..
lets see..
wad shall i eat tmr for mac?
fillet plain ba.. my longtime favourite.. :D

going to suntec IT fair after lunch tmr with cousin and chao..

initially tot i not free tmr as i need to teach private student at amk..
usually taught her on tues or wed and fri..

i had not teach the student for a week already as the mum always nv reply when i ask her when her daughter wans to have lesson..
(btw the daughter is 6 yrs only)
and the mom is a very demanding mom who insists on having 2 lessons per week, with each lesson lasting for 45 min for beginner..
told the mom that 1 lesson per week is ok but she still insists on 2..

then for the very last lesson i taught her,
i commented that her daughter has not being practising at all and im always teaching her the same things every week..

after hearing this comment,
she stop contacting me this week whether she wans lesson on tue or wed..
even after i smsed her..she doesnt reply..

so i nv go her house at all..
then today i decided to call her and ask her whether lesson tmr still on..
guess wad she told me?

student's mom:' o sorry, can i stop the lesson first?'
me:' (anticipated this ans already) ok..
student's mom:' cos my daughter hasn't being practising her violin..'
me:' ok..no prob..then u contact me again when u wan to resume lesson..'

felt the mom very funny..
initially she was the one who wanted 2 lessons for the child..
i tot she was a strict disciplinarian..
yet she couldn't even discipline her child to practice..

and now that the child has stopped for so long..
does she thinks that the child would want to pick up learning it again?

she's just wasting her money..(-_-''')


anw regarding the IT fair tmr..
heard from the news that 400 people are already queueing up outside before it opens today..
some even arrived 2hrs early..

lol..
singaporeans ar..
really kiasu..
tot the economy is down?
then why so many ppl queueing just to buy stuffs that are relatively cheaper?
it isn't free of charge..is it?

Hiax..
now i don feel like going there le..
confirm need to squeeze with alot of ppl..

dear should be using rifle tmr..
since he had to turned in at 9pm today..
(p.s. he said before that if he sleeps early the night before, they'll most likely be having rifle training the next day, since they need to wake up at 3am or 4am tmr for rifle training)

next fri dear will be booking out..
i've arranged my lesson with my private student at yew tee on every fri's evening to thurs for next week..
so that i can spend time with dear!! :D

weather nowadays so hot..

cant even fall asleep easily..

so irritating.. -_-

went causeway pt with mom n dad today..
bought 2 hp pouch, one for me and one for sis..

and a book to read..

feeling grumpy now..
weather is too hot!!

and i miss dear..
how i wish i could meet him at starbucks now to slack and chill.. :(

Wild pikachu appeared!!

haha..

so cute right?

found it near my house downstairs..

initially the day before cousin and i saw it sitting on the grass..

then today after playing badminton with cousin and shichao on the way home,

we saw it on the tree!!

lol..

cousin even asked if we had pokeball to capture it..

and commented that its as though we were in the pokemon world..

haha..

told him that if he bought both charmander and squirtle and placed it there too,

it would really look more like we are in the pokemon world..

anw..

i decided to practise my violin for more hours..like 2 or 3?

since im so free now?

so just now i decided to practice continuously for 2 hours,

from 4pm to 6pm..

but halfway till 5.37pm i cannot tahan le..

rest awhile..

then i went to check my phone to see if anyone smsed me..

saw a msg from deardear..

saying that he has break from 5pm to 6pm..

asking me to call him when im free..

immediately grabbed the house phone and rang him up..

chatted with him awhile..

he went for swimming today..

haven started running in the pool yet..

deardear said he misses me..

*aww so sweet!!

missmiss deardear too!

anw only chatted with for abt 2min as he had to go for dinner..

luckily never really stick to my plan and practice till 6pm..

otherwise cannnot call deardear le..

will continue practising again later though.. :)

Outing with cousin jy and shichao today..
to marina square to eat..

for lunch..
we had 'changing appetites'..
ate the salmon with pasta set lunch...
was quite alright ba..
i don really like spaghetti much..
but no choice..the other choice is fried chicken..
i hate fried chicken more becos its confirm a whole big chicken
with all the fatty things..

i hate the spongey texture of the fats..
uugh..

den cousin very irritating..
suddenly mentioned abt a spaghetti he had at another place,
tasting like vomit..
makes me lose my appetite..

luckily still managed to finish it.


then there was a family sitting behind us,
near the transparent plastic wall..
their child, a small boy,
was annoyingly using his full weight to bang at the wall,
making the whole wall shake..



well..
actually its the staff's fault..
they shouldn't direct them to that particular seat..
i guess next time they will learn their lesson and disallowing family with kids to sit near the wall..



anw..
the total bill was cheap!
its supposed to be $8.90 excluding the service charge..
so it should mount up to around $11..
but the bill was only $8.90!!
no service charge!!
shichao was very happy abt it..




here's the pic of the free flow drink and dessert..
never took the pic of the soup and main course..







went shop shop after that..
at royal sporting house..

bought a reebok bag at $26.10 after 10% discount!!
not very nice though...but acceptable..
looks rather big and rectangle-ish..
cousin say i look like im smuggling drugs.. ._.

then cousin and shichao both bought weights to train at home..
2 weights..
4 kg for one hand and another 4 kg for the other hand..

lol..

requested the staff to allow us to place our purchases there first so that we can shop..
walk around the mall after that..
go to robinsons..

cousin was psychoing shichao to buy a particular checkered shirt..
grey in colour...
shichao at first dont wan..
say it looks 'ah peh'..
but still tried in the end..

after trying it on..

he complained cousin made him look like ah-peh..
cousin psycho and influence him, saying its nice..
then dono how he suddenly determined to buy le..
somemore the shirt not cheap lea..
after discount is $50+..

cousin in changing room trying a shirt..

shichao and his ah-peh shirt..actually i don think it looks very old la..still ok..

after that...

continued to walk around..
then shichao saw his favourite J-CO donuts and rush to buy 2 dozen..

he's donut mad..

walk around till we hungry le so went pizza hut to eat..
we were rushing to eat the student meal there..
which is only valid till 5pm..

when we reach there..
it was 4.55pm..

a china lady was serving us..
she told us still have student meal..
yea! :D

when we were sitting inside le,
she passed us the menu..
after looking at the menu..
she realises that the menu was not the student meal's menu..

she went checking with th other staff and realised that they have change their menu..and told us that they dont have student meal for the day le..

we are all a bit sianx..

wanted to get out of pizza hut le..since there's no point eatin their normal meal..so ex and not very nice..

but then cousin felt very unjustified and call the china staff over to ask why there's no student meal,since its not yet 5pm..

she said:' i dont noe, but the other staffs changed the menu already'..(btw she is very polite)

cousin said: ' erm.. but im sorry.. could u check with the other staffs again..becos its really not yet 5pm'..

the china staff immediately went inside and then came out with the student meal's menu..

lol..cousin was feeling very 'guilty' after that..

for being a difficult customer?haha..

we disturb him saying we are the only ones eating the student meal..

no sweat, cousin..u did a good job..ur 'popular' look coming back..haha..

anw tks to him we ge to eat student meal..

ordered the set meal 'personal pan pizza'..was acually full after eating 2 slices...

cousin only ate 3 slices..(there are only 4 slices..)

gave all the rest to shichao..including my mushroom soup..

don like to drink so much soup in a day..as i drank the soup in 'changing appetites' for lunch already..wow..looks like shichao had a full dinner..

went back to royal sporting house to collect our stuffs..

cousin and shichao both start to feel the heaviness of their weights..

shichao passed his donuts for me to carry.. ._.

he should have known that he would have trouble carrying the weights ma..then why buy so many donuts in the first place..

anw..dear started training le..

but not very intensive..

started walking 2.4 km..

tmr he'll be going to the pool..

to run in the pool i guess..

jiayou my dear.. :)

7 july..
sunday

haven sleep yet..
was busy using photobucket to create a html code for the pics of me and dear,
to put it on the sidebar of my blog..

guess ur could see the pics already..

dear should be sleeping now ba
?

chatted with dear..
haha..
he's currently very free this few days..

no training..
just attended seminars and lectures..
like in sch..
haha..

he say training will be starting soon though..
and today there's even got ppl going there asking them if they wanted to subscribe to magazines..

dear has made friends there already..
he's sleeping side by side with a buddy..

2 yrs older than us..
he's got a gf too..
his gf same age as us..

then just now when dear talk to me on the phone..
his buddy come and disturb..
he even ask dear to pass the phone to me as he wanted to hear my voice..

so i said: 'hello'..
then he said: 'hello! haha.. ur bf is sleeping with me!!'


lol..
glad my dear has made friends so fast.. :D


anw just now when i was teaching..
dear's mum called..

she's very worried abt dear..
she ask if dear called me ystd..
cos when he called home ystd she was bathing..
and never get to pick up the call..

i told her dear was fine..
he just felt that the army shirts given were not enough..
and have to wash it everyday..

she's oso worried abt whether dear started training already..
i told her that dear haven start training yet..
and tell her not to worry too much..

haha..
looks like my relationship with his mother is getting better.. :D

came back home after teaching..

teaching today was extremely tiring..

very fed up with students..
well..

my mood oso not so good..
cos the moment i thought of not being able to see dear for 2 weeks,
i felt down..

easily emotional lately..
dear msged me a msg ystd at night and had me tearing..
miss him sooo much..

i kept waiting for the night to come..
to hear his voice when he call..

guess i'll be sleeping as early as dear this period of time, at 10pm plus..
cos there will be no one to chat with me..
i only wan to chat with my dear..

wake up every morning with a hollow feeling..
with a wave of realization hitting me
that dear is in army..
with a botak head..
in a foreign place..

took some time to fall asleep every night too..
look at the photos we took together..
until i fall asleep..

shall be waiting for ur call tonight, dear..

loves..

pics of me and deardear..

eeyer..

why my deardear look sooo cute in all these photos..

really miss miss him la..

sent deardear off..
can see his mum is especially worried abt him..

she even told him to be a good boy, to be obedient, and dont be playful..
haha..

hmm..i am not that worried already, after seeing the environment there..

i just miss deardear alot..

from now on i shall blog alot,
so that after deardear book out 2 weeks later,
he shall have a good catch up abt my life..

shall see deardear on 19th june..


anw..today while i was going home,
had a close shave!

a bird almost drop its shit on me..
it was flying inches on top of my head..
then it dropped its shit just right beside my feet...

can still hear the 'piak' sound of the shit dropping..
eww..

dono whether i was 'heng' or 'suay'..
haha..


dear, i promise u that i'll remain faithful and true to u..
i'll wait for u for 2 years..

loves..

long time never blog le..haha..
so sad..
my deardear's going to be enlisted tmr!
of cos i'll be going to send him off..

this few days were very well spent with my dear..

we watched 'night at the museum 2' a few days back,
and today i joined dear with his wushu friends for dinner at ajisen ramen at sembawang shopping centre..

ate the volcano ramen..
it was super spicy!
with '4 chilli' rating..
but i loved it.. :D
brandon the birthday boy treated all of us the expensive sumptuous meal..
tks!
sorry never bought u gift..

then deardear send me home and went play pool with them‭ since i couldn't stay out late..

real worried for dear..
dono how are the rest of my days be like without him..>
miss u my dear..

just came back from my house downstairs..
was sitting at the bench at the playground, to inhale the air‭ outside, since there isn't anything to do at home too..

slept for the afternoon‭ to evenin..
so dono whether i could fall asleep now..
lol..
should be able ba..
cos i'm weird..
the lesser i sleep, the more energetic i'm..
the more i sleep, the more tired i'm..
haha..
don call me owl ar, elijah..