I almost cried.
In sch..

Yes, the edgefield primary im teaching music theory in..
I could hear voices whispering"teacher's going to cry".

The kids are just too much. I've spent so much effort trying to plan good lessons for them, printing self-written notes out of my own expenses every week, and all they could repay me was by making a hell lot of noises in class when I was trying so hard to get myself heard.

Im having both unstoppable coughing and heavy runny nose and here i am, still in sch to teach them.
tried my very best to project the loudest volume i could make, making my throat the more worse than it is, for fearing the kids would waste yet another lesson with me, learning nothing.

The schedule is already very tight. Exams coming. And yet i think they wouldn't even be able to answer any questions.

In desperation, I yelled.
"IM SICK! AND IM STILL HERE TEACHING YOU ALL!! CAN YOUR JUST BE SILENT?!"

and then tears started to well up in my eyes.
Im just so so disappointed with the class..

Thought of storming out of the class and leave them to do waht they wanted( didn't most teachers do this?)

But no, I can't do this. I just can't allow them to continue wasting their time. It's so precious and the schedule is sooo tight.

I just swallowed my tears(no, the tears have not find their way down my cheeks yet), and continued teaching, like nothing had happened.