had a childhood wish..
that is..
to stand on a bridge in the sunset at the beach, and give a good shout..
to shout out all the troubles i had..
to feel instantly better..

sometimes i dono wad kind of a person i'm..
i dono wad i want..

sometimes its just better to stop pondering so much and just do the things i used to do..

tink im having health problems..
constant feeling of bloatedness in my tummy..
no appetite..
stomach-ache..
headache..
it has been going on for quite awhile..