don't really wanna blog today de..but i can't fall aslp now..
as usual, listening to music..
and think think think..
abt the past, abt everything..

dear booking out on saturday instead..
book in on mon..
he said he wants to ask his friends and me out to clark quay there at night to chill on sat..
but i working on sunday..
so i don think i'll want to go till so late..
hmm..i'll let dear go with his friends ba..

i think i've grown to be more selfish..
i keep thinking‭ of being with him every moment when he books out..
i never think of giving him time and space to be with his friends..
i keep planning my schedule such that i had the maximum amount‭ of time with him..

haix..
why do i always make ppl i love feel awkward..
i shall not change my students timings again..
i should give him more space..
so sorry dear..
must enjoy urself o!
:D