Aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhh......

my hp has prob!!

the back, select and up keypad are not working..

need send for repair again..

just repair it 1-2 months earlier :(

These few days i very blur, really very blur..

Lost the watch dear gave me, thought i lost a pile of ws at home, which i needed to give my students..in the end i found them in the primary school..

today on the journey home, i stuff in the hp earpiece in my ear, and yet i forgot to turn on the music. its only when i was halfway home that i realised this..

guess im too stressed, till i have gotten amnesia..

this year is a bad year for me:

i faced rejection, cannot get into uni, have a hell time in town4kids, the colleagues are driving me crazy, blah blah blah...

the only consolation is that dear is by my side..
thanks dear, or i'll be even more stressed up :)

saw dear's blog..
the post abt me slashing his arm off is so funny!!

haha..its a joke that we make up after reading a recent news abt a china girl slashing her bf's arm off as he don want to marry her..
lolx..

don worry dear, that will not happen :)

Hey guys!!

I dono my blog still has readers, and people still tag me o..tks..

This few days has been pretty busy for me that's why..

I'll try to blog more often okaeis?

Anw this is my schedule for this week..


Today: early morning go Xishan, put pupils tests papers in cupboard( cos due today)

go Edgefield after that, go to class by class, pass pupils 'letter to parents'
reagrding this sat's theory exam..(oso due today)

go NTU for midi recording for eugene's compo

go NYP for practices..
(now my feet is eally SORE!)



Tmr(wed): go edgefield give extra lesson

go NYP for practices..



Thurs: go edgefield for normal lesson

go home teach private student



Fri: go edgefield give extra lesson

go Xishan for usual lesson

go NYP for performance


Wow i have got a busy life this week :(

15.10.08--7th month anniversary

Dine at pizza hut!

watch 'connected'..so nice!! the movie is exciting throughout, every single minute is filled with tension..The BEST movie i've ever watched!!

Had a fun time today =p

This is the concert performance on 17 October, friday@ NUS!!

(there is 2 of the same videos uploaded, not sure why..cannot delete 1!)

Dear help me took this video with my hp.. it's a bit blur and it only lasts for 2 mins( my mum called while the video is taken, so the video is cut, that's why)

The girl in the video is actually me!! Haha...nid to clarify sice my sis can't recognise its me..she says i look fatter.. :p

Anw that day before the concert i actually went to edgefield pri school first..my colleague talk to me abt the students who are taking the music theory exams soon..

She said it's a mistake right from the start to ask a new and unexperience teacher to handle such a big class.

I agreed with her, yet i can't help feeling a bit down from hearing it from her. It makes me feel so incompetent..

So i guess i can't help but look a bit down when i was practising for the concert ltr..

But when its my turn to perform, i was so nervous!!

Keep telling myself that this is a piece that i've been playing everyday for a year, but i still can't control the shiver i felt.

And i could really feel my knees shaking while performing!! Luckily i wore loose black pants so nobody could see that..I played some wrong chords as well! but i think people who never heard the piece before couldn't tell ba..

Anyway the performance went well :)

Tried the composition Eugene sent me. Its quite okay, roughly get it already.
Now the only prob is "How to go to NTU"..

OMG!!

My violin teacher ask me to perform on the 31 oct in NYP!!
Practices: every mon and wed, 6.30-9.30pm

Sick, having a cold.. :(

Having a stomachache today. Even have to cancel my last lesson with my student 20mins before his lesson cos the ache is too sudden. Feel so paiseh..guess he should have been on his way already..

Think it is the blue coral ice blended i drank earlier in the day, causing me having the runs..

See the nail sticker here? It's given to me by my violin student, Michelle!!

Haha..she even help me paste it on my nail..^^

Eww!! I saw a chameleon, it's mouth fully open, with a croakroach in it!!

Deardear is having his driving test tmr!!

Jiayou o dear!! u can do it!!

Hmm lately i seldom blog cos im too busy and preoccupied with thoughts..

I went back to edgefield pri every weekdays(except tuesday) to gave extra lessons to my students, 2 at a time, a day, for 2 hours after their sch at 1. Totally free of charge.

That's cos i know that my class has no idea what to do for their music exams at all.

In class, they do whatever they wanted and refused to pay attn. No matter how much i projected my voice, i still can't get their attn. And when i finally did, i realised that they have not followed any single instruction at all. Simple things like copying out music notes, they even keep asking me what to do, when i had repeated myself at least 10 times, and then 37 more times to every students.



That's how bad the situation is. And i think even though i went down every time, im not even sure i can make them rmb all the things taught. And im afraid i don have the time to teach each child like this, with the exam on 1st nov..



So im like going crazy over edgefield, so much that im turning green.



And i still need to worry abt the other pri schs that i taught..and also the registration of the violin exams for my students..concerned parents are like calling and asking abt it as i throw them the website to ask them to register online..i have no clue on the registration too..im so busy and have to deal with so much crap..so i have to assured them i'll go down personally to the exam centre and take application forms for them to fill in by the next lesson i see them..Aaargh!!

On Children's Day cum Hari Raya

At East coast park with deardear..

Cycling with him on a couple bike with his wushu frens..haha, i only know how to ride a 2 wheel bike..

(Psst..my buttocks so pain after 4 hours of cycling)

This is the pic i took as we cycle passed..What a nice sand castle!



Ate dinner at a hong kong cafe ltr on..hmm..the food is soso la..the drinks are nice though^^

And this dinner is a treat from Deardear's fren as she got a promotion..thks o!!
Congrats on ur promotion :)