Dear blog,

I think I am falling for him.

I do not know why do my tears fall, seeing his sweet videos..
of his love declarations to me.

I longed to hug him.. to hold him close..
to kiss him.

I yearn for him to be mine..
but he will never be.

I do not know why am I so foolish..

He should never be mine and will never be.
I should stop kidding myself.

my heart just melts when I see how tenderly he looks at me.
I thought I do not feel anything for him.
Until he told me he had to take care of her.

And I start to realised how much I minded.
I should not have taken something that wasn't mine to begin with.

you are the only one who treats me like a princess..

who loves me like no one else ever did..

who shower me with soo much care and attention..

who pays attention to every single detail about me..

i had never wanted to kiss and hug someone so much.

i had never felt something like this before.

it feels so right.

i love you, baby.