Dear blog,

It has been 2 years.

I am 27 years now.

With a different guy.

We just celebrated our 3 yrs together.

Things r going well, we have applied a flat together.

But sometimes, I cant help to think that I am an option.

He will only text and remember me when he is free.

When he is not with his friends. 

When he is not meeting his god sis.

When he has nothing interesting to do.

I am the last thing on his mind.


I tried to make him happy.

I really did.

But sometimes I wonder am I trying too hard?

Is he aware of my feelings?

Even after telling him abt it many times.


Will our marriage fall apart next time?

I dono.

And I am afraid sometimes.

And tired of thinking and trying so hard.


Its my 3rd serious relationship already.