Sometimes i Tink i'm too complicated for anyone to understand..

then again, women are complicated creatures ain't they?

but sometimes i can't even understand myself..
wad i really want..

i end up not knowing what to do usually..
and i just felt rejected by others..

like no one really wants to keep me company..

the world cup fever is here!!

haha my parents actually subscribe to starhub for the world cup..
so happy that we could watch together as a family..

not that i love world cup,
but i enjoy watching tv together..

but i think i getting less enthu le..
i was very crazy ystd..

watched 3 matches..
woke up esp at 2.30am to watch ALONE

cos the rest were slping..


haha..
but today was supposed to be the more interesting match
yet i didnt really watch..

perhaps i feel sort of dizzy ba

from staying home too long

perhaps i should really find someting to do
and go out with ppl..

i know who i want to go out with..
but i just seems like ppl are usu not free,
or didnt really ask me out.

im usually passive,
always waiting for ppl to ask me out de.

staying at home too long makes ppl lazy,
don feel like doing anything..

i just cant understand anything.

if everything else is more important, y bother?

there is a limit to everything.

and mine is going to be out of control soon.
very soon.

i Wan to slp.. yet i can't..

sometimes i feel sad..yet i dono y..
like now..

not tat i Tink too much..but i just feel sad for no reason..

its a bit depressing..

studying in a music school can be very depressing..

oh well..

2 more years..

its like your hardwork doesnt pay off..

went out with parents to astons to eat today..

very long nv go out and eat with them..

bought 2 pieces of shirt from cotton on too :)

went we were on our way home, at my house downstairs,

we saw a couple of policemen..

being curious, we walked slowly to see wad was going on..

then suddenly, a man started running,

and the 3 policemen we saw all started chasing after the man..

wa..

we got a shock of our life..

mum say luckily the man never run towards us and held us as hostages..

haha..